Below are the 9 most recent journal entries recorded in ana_ana_ana_100's LiveJournal:

Saturday, August 12th, 2006
1:58 pm	Check list for today Im sick of this bulmia shit. I hate it i hate it i hate it i need to stop binging. I efuse to let myself purge what i ate... **100 sit ups ** 100 reverse sit ups ** 100 inner thigh leg lifts ** 100 saddle bag leg lifts ** Denise Austin Work Out Video ** Walk (5+ miles) ** drink at least 12 water bottles Come on, get it together Delia.... You were doing so well, dont FUCK THIS UP. (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 9th, 2006
9:48 pm	Breast Cancer For the last 5 years I have worked in a medical office for a Program my aunt founded. Its a mobile mammography company that screens uninsured women through out Brooklyn, Bronx, Manhattan, Queens, Long Island and Staten Island. Breast Cancer runs in my family. And I was thinking..... I run all the time. I know a lot about breast cancer, funding for it, statistics, different programs... I should run FOR breast cancer. Get involved with more runs, especially in October which is breast cancer awareness month. So when i go to school I am taking a bus to Albany to run there. And I will run in Rochester also. And hopefully next year organize a run up at school. I think it would be good for me. I like giving back to people. I like helping people. I want to give to this cause. Its an important one. no one should die from breast cancer.... The reason why I am posting this is because most of us are exercise addicts. And we all seem to feel pretty down about ourselves. Running for a cause/Walking for a cause always makes you feel so much better. Youre giving to a good cause, fighting the good fight. Im suggesting maybe find a cause that means something to you and go find a run/walk thats going on for it, or a bike. Raise money for it. Giving of yourself is the best feeling in the world. <3 (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 2nd, 2006
4:02 pm	.:going under:. so im in a weird mood. Possibly because it has been one week since i have eaten/digest food. My head is kinda spinning. I keep forgetting that I am not in great shape right now so i always stand too fast or run up the stairs and wind up tripping or having to hold on to something for dear life till I can see again. I guess thats called blacking out. But everything kinda looks white to me when it happens. I wish it were winter and we could turn on the heat, cos my mom has the AC going and im freezing. Im sitting here in a giant sweatshirt.. likke usual. im exhausted. and trying to function semi normally. My mom asked me to make a salad so i was looking for the salad bowl and i couldnt find it. I was getting so frustrated and confused. I have a BBQ today. I think i am going to eat a small something to get protien and maybe straighten my head out. Half a Boca Burger and a few shrimp should do. enough to tide me over, and show my friend "see food im eating not a problem" I can run a mile or so tonight to work it off. And I want to work out my legs and arms and lower stomach. im getting so gross. ive been getting kinda emo lately. Ok not emo, i hate that term. Depressed. Frustrated. Angry at myself and the world. I got mad my mom made arangements for a BBQ. I get mad at everything if things are not set to my scheduel and when I can not follow my scheduel I want to scream. I want to yell when I look in the mirror and just scream at myself. 'How did you get this way?" "Look at this you fat fucking pig" Its amazing how much you can loathe yourself. it really really is. _d (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, June 30th, 2006
8:47 pm	to everyone To everyone, thank you for being so supportive!!!! <3 I love you all<3 _delia (3 Comments |Comment on this)
5:35 pm	ANNOUNCEMENT I Am Having Such A Good Day Since may 18th, i have lost 40 lbs. i went from 180- 140 Woot Woot!!!! kk... that alll... (11 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 22nd, 2006
8:25 pm	cals burned... 634 604 1238 burned total Not enough. I got like 500 more i wanna burn before i crash for the night. But im on my way... if i walk 5 miles or so I should burn that off. Im also going to stretch. I want to get my flexibility back. I need to work on my arms and stomach. I keep neglecting them. Maybe I'll do some situps and shit now.... -delia* you put yourself through hell as you sweat pound for pound (15 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 20th, 2006
5:16 pm	=) My friends are going up to the town where Matt lives!!! AND THEY ARE TAKING ME!!! SO I CAN SEE HIM FINALLY!!!! sorry for my enthusiams... its been over a month since Ive seen him and I miss him <333 -Delia (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 8th, 2006
8:54 am	Goals... Goals... Short term= 130 reasonable= 115 still reasonable= 100 pushing it= 95 aiming super high= 87 I can do this. Because I dont have a choice. I have to. I want to. And I will. -Delia we'll all stay skinny cos we just wont eat (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, June 3rd, 2006
2:21 pm	FRIENDS ONLY PLEASE because i have gotten bashed by a ton of random strangers for being anorexic (which was NOT my choice thanks very much) I have made my journal friends only. Comment and I will add you, as long as you dont have the intention of telling me to eat or calling me a twit, fuck-tard, dumb spoiled cunt, or a stupid twat. ok? Peace.Out.Girl.Scout. <&heart> (44 Comments |Comment on this)